I’ve become absolutely terrible about journaling, and I’m always near a computer……so maybe this will work out better. Even though this includes sharing my thoughts with others and editing some things, who knows, I might end up liking it.
I have eight more days of school until for the first time in 14 years, I won’t have to go to class at OCS. I can’t even explain how weird that is. I’m so excited, but at the same time, OCS has been like a second home since I always seem to be up there for some kind of practice or event. But—I am so ready to go.
Everyone always said senior year was the best year ever(!), but this has been an extremely challenging year for me. Whether it is with friends or family or school, I really feel like this has been a crazy hard year. Don’t even start me on all the drama that seems to follow me like a shadow. I think I’ve been able to conceal it pretty well, but then again I have a false sense of being awake(according to Mr. Hough) so who’s to say I don’t have a false sense of hiding crap.
Well, I better go finish stuff for Rush! Ah college is so soon!
